I am the hopeless faith.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 18:48:40 GMT

ive decided im going to get a NEW lj, cus this one is boring and stoopid and 8th graderish.

GOOD BYE NOOODLEHEADS!

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 19:40:21 GMT

Today is Millie's birthday

:(

i was sad.
but now im okay.

Ali didnt pick me up this morning, so my mommy got really mad and now I ride the bus to school.
oh well...

anyways, i have english homework and science....ugggghhh!!!!
*sigh*
lately ive been feeling extra calm and sad and i dont know why...everything just feels so...shitty. i hate to be all "mememememe!!! i feel sad! pity me!" but i cant help it. it sucks. i dont want any sympathy or anything or attention, I just feel like life is so boring now, like nothings ever going to change...whatever.

anyways on a good note, im actually doing well in school, its a surprise for me too! i like this new show now, its on Adult Swim. Look at my icon and then you'll know ^^

aaahhhhh!! i dont wanna go to the gym! or golf! leave me alone mother! i just want to lay around and do nothing! no i dont wanna do something even with my friends!! go away!!!!

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 06:14:21 GMT

*sigh*'
bored.

i guess ill go to bed.

which is weird cus im actually NOT tired at all tonight. haha!

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 03:31:23 GMT

yaaaaayyy!!!1

my email works again!!!!

WEEEEEE!

happyness.

funny though, suddenly my email is working and yet my AIM isnt. hahaha

email:beachblondie2589@msn.com

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:34:24 GMT

yayyy!
today was fun!

i did things with The Ali! First she came and just did things over my house(seeing my room etc. computer blah blah) then we went to the ice cream store and got ice cream(my first meal of the day lol) and that was fun! we saw Amber and Ashley there too ^^ then we went to terrorize Curtis but the bastard wouldnt either a)not home or b)not answer his door cus he was afraid. lol so that was sad so we went to walgreens to terrorize jenny instead and bought a shower cap for Ali and i bought awsome fuzzy hairclips, it twas fun. lol jenny is sooooooo serious on the job. and her hair grew! (hasnt seen jenny in forever) lol then we went back to Ali and did things there(puzzle,doggies,computer,katie,tv etc.) which twas exciting, Katie is quite awsome. :) then we went to Ihop which was fun and god Ali kept making me crack up, heehee. your very funny ali, congrats! lol

and we might go to theeee mall tomorrow cus i need music :)
yayness.

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 19:42:28 GMT

need suggestions.

what should Ali and I do?

CURTIS ANSWER YOUR FRICKIN DOOR.

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 07:38:25 GMT

good mourning children :)

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 07:26:00 GMT

wwwwwwooooooooo!!!!!

im rich.

that stupid dog job thing and the other dog job thing got me money!!!

poweerrrrrrrrrrr. lol
231 dollars to be exact, i wanna go to the mall with mommy.

oooohhhhh, migrane...14 hours now.

dum dee dum. no sleep yay!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 21:41:27 GMT

weeeee........

new layout and icons :)

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 19:48:11 GMT

mmm...

incredibly after one hour of sleep...im not that tired.

a little.

but barely.

ehehehhe, i didnt feel like sleeping last night so i watched tv until 8 today and then i went to taco bell! mmmm...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 19:42:35 GMT

wow.

i REALLY want to go to starbucks. lol

well since im taking a break from running(my knee has been acting up again)im sleeping in again :):):):)

but i got woken up by the LOUDEST thunderclap IVE EVER HEARD! it was incredible, my whole house practically shook.

weeeeee...ALI! COME NOW. good girl. lol

boredom. *chews toes* mmmm...fleshy.

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 18:25:39 GMT

-Watching a movie called Misery with stepsister=shelby.

-Weird and confusing hell of a movie.

-Cooking cabbage and ramen salad.

-Mmmm..

=SO BORED!!!!!

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 05:07:37 GMT

I've suddenly become very sad.

I'm really lonely.

And I havent done ANYTHING this whole summer with friends and I'm leaving on next Thursday.

I need someone to do something with, but everyone either isnt here, doesnt want to do something with me(ex: jessie but hey i dont mind lolol),or already is doing things and cant.

arrrrrggggg.
i live in my computer room.

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 05:35:40 GMT

today just like every day i do absolutely nothing, but ive had this AWFUL headache the whole day.

i went to the inlet with the love old couple and watched the sunset and it was really windy and i went out to the water and since i was wearing a skirt it was okay so i stood out in the water with the wind blowing watching the sun set and it was really nice :)

and then i went home and had fried chicken and i could hardly eat anything cus i had eaten pretzels all day!

lol today al like ripped up this cabinet thing my moms old bf dan brought over years ago and it was like a ritual or something, we could have just put it by the rode for the trashmen but noooo we had to shred it. :/

then they went out and bought 42 dollar pots.

wtttffff!!!!

then i had VERY interestingly perverted convo with johnny,dylan and teresa...HOLY CARP FISH! i never knew i could be so perverted. ahahaha. it twas hysterical though, god we all laughed very much. lol

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:42:31 GMT

hehehehh

boredom is DAnGeROus

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:38:32 GMT

wtf is that thing!?!?

100%

...well!

Your Years at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

Name

Age

House

Family Line

Dated

Ernie Macmillian

You are well known for

Subduing Peeves, YAY!!!

Percentage of student body you shagged - 68%

How do the staff and students feel about you

They LOVE you

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oh boy.

Your Years at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry

Name

Age

House

Family Line

Dated

Susan Bones

You are well known for

Managing to shag Snape.

Percentage of student body you shagged - 95%

How do the staff and students feel about you

They LOVE you

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ahhh!! im a lesbian!!?!?

errrmmmmm.......

Which Sin Are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You are...	Wrath

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bwhaha! now you all will fear when i say "feel my wrath!!" hehehe

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:53:30 GMT

god. i was having such a good day and then my dad goes and calls and makes me feel like shit.

he says that its my fault that im coming late and how my mom is being a "little shit" and how im such a bad, selfish person.

he's making me do conditiong camp because he said im getting chubby.and that stella has been so nice and now he has to cancel guitar lessons she set up for me. yea right.

jesus, i feel so awful.
and so fucking lonely.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:34:10 GMT

if anyone wants to do something with desperate, incredibly bored me.

743-1330.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:22:16 GMT

omg thats so funny...here's a reenactment of cass's cousin.
*toddler goes to phone and holds it...the phone starts to ring, toddler says:what the fuck is that?!*

lmao. oh the innocence of children.

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

well!

aaahhhh!

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:16:33 GMT

what is it with me and sex!?!? sheesh.

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Your Name
You Are A:	Sex-slave
Your Favorite Band/Song	Nelly - Air Force Ones
You Like To Read:	Biographies/Autobiographies
You Firmly Believe In:	Orange juice
Everyone Thinks You Are:	The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived:	In a bed, duh
You Will Marry:	A punk-rawker

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hmm...

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Your Name
You Are A:	Country lover
Your Favorite Band/Song	Evanescence - My Immortal
You Like To Read:	Fiction novels
You Firmly Believe In:	Free love
Everyone Thinks You Are:	The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived:	By immaculate conception
You Will Marry:	Your current boy/girlfriend

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Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:13:37 GMT

if only my u/n was grandma....

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Mom	Charlize Theron
Dad	Sean Connery
Brother	Jason Biggs
Sister	Milla Jovovich
Dog	Shilo
Boyfriend	Orlando Bloom
Best friend	Jackie Chan

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Sun, 13 Jun 2004 15:12:18 GMT

ahaha. booooreedd

Y	Young
L	Luscious
X	X-Rated
O	Orderly
D	Dignified
Q	Quintesential
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sex bum, sex bum...I am a sex bum.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 14:42:14 GMT

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:23:08 GMT

I don't know why and I don't care why but lately I've been loving really weird bands such as sugarcult and new found glory. dont give me any crap about it but i cant stop listening to them. ahee!

oh..and the best of bob marley. heh

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:22:05 GMT

yay! i have money now! who wants to come to the mall with me?

i need music. hehe

the REAL you
name:
age:
sex:
you are a:	sex addict
your friends think you are a:	nerd
you will marry:	your father
you like to read:	along with a tape
you listen to:	screamo

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